Im really so angry with wat they did today.....todae dunring before recess is lit....then mr koh ask us to form group of 6 to 7 to act a drama....then after lit is recess..then i walk toward them and ask then im in their groups rite?then they say im not....wth lor....then they were ignoring me....during recess i sit with thep and  then they was like keep saying about the group thingy....then after i ate finish my food,i just stand up and walk back to class...then they did not come after me....then when they come back to class then did not talk to me nor i talk to them....then after sch at canteen saw 1 of them then she say why was i ignoring them then i just walk away...then later she sms me saying sry if they did something wrong....then they saw they prank me wan and they also ask for forgiveness.....Should i forgive them?but then i really cannot stand their attitude toward me....then sometimes acted like they are the queens and im the servant.....and sometimes they 3 keep talking to each other and did not talk to me....im now already dun know who am i....i alway acted like i like to hang out with them alot but in fact im not...im always trying to pleased them and had forgotten to be happy.....when i looked into the mirror,i cant find tat me who was happy and cheerful....I felt tat they nt my true friends....when i hang out with other friends,they are jealous but when they hang out with their friends,dun they think tat i would be jealous?

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