Today,its seem like i really made him angry...is like....i also dunno who start first la but then i spray water at him then later eshir also spray...but then i din say:fire,the word ma....hw accused me saying i said that then eshir spray at him so is nt eshir fauth but is my fault....so im now kinda lose a good friend as well as a father...sad la....
is like he never been so fierce leh....but then he already had his revenge on me le ma and i already apologised but then still say he cant torlerate my nonsense anymore....pls lor,for ur information,from the first day im seated next to him,he alway bully me like abusing my carebear and taking my stuff without my permission while im nt around...though at times im angry at him,but then in the end i still forgive him,no matter how how much he had hurt me...
i rmb last sat he really made me angry....then when he accompany me down,in the lift he apologised to me but then i ignored it....but then in the end,i still forgive him anyway....at home i was thinking wat happen then i always make it a point that its my fault too and that i forgive u...but then now i apologised to you and yet,you dont give it a damn....
you know,its really hurts me alot....i really do not want to lose a friend like you...is our friendship so fragile?i hope not...but the truth is....i really hope u cn forgive me and let be friend again....
anyway,today went home with nab,fatimah,enmin and yanfei....then while walking at vista park,i suddenly cry....is like i wanna hold it till im at home but i couldnt....i just suddenly cry out....my sadness,emptiness all of it...
but then they all cheer me up a bit la but then now im still sad....
and i did smth which hurts me so much...
well that all i have to say....nites...
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